Too bad.....

Went for the interview today. Was so nervous. I got through the first round, but failed the second round.

No matter, because I am going to keep trying. =)

This girl is not going to go down without a fight~!

=)

I have been a bit remiss on updating my blog. Things have definitely been happening, and I feel glad about the new things in my life.

First things first, I'm learning how to drive. I've been procrastinating for almost 2 years, and finally decided last month that enough is enough. This time, I am going to make sure I finish it. If everything goes as planned, and I pass the first time round, I might be able to get my liscense end of the year. =)

Secondly, I've been spending more time with my friends, and I made some new ones yesterday. It's very weird and refreshing to be hanging out with people my own age and doing their own things in life (ie. already figured out what they want in life, having achieved something already etc..). It's kind of inspiring in some ways, and it has made me decide to do something about the disatisfaction I feel in my life.

Third, I'll be going for a walk-in interview this Sunday. The last time I missed it, was because I wasn't confident I would get it, so I passed on it. This time however, I got Debs to come with me, for a little moral support. It's gonna ensure that I do appear, regardless of whether I'm confident or prepared for it. Hey, if I never go try out for it, how will I ever know if I'm good enough?

Lastly, I feel better since I've had that talk with Mr Y. I'm trying to be less clingy now, and finding stuffs to occupy my time with. It has started to loosen me up a little and make me less angry now. But then again, maybe it was that time of the month which was why I was 'pissy' all the time? Oh well, maybe we'll never know..

Anyways, thats about it for updates. Wish me luck for Sunday and hope everyone have a great week ahead. =)

No Air..

This song speaks for itself about how much I miss my other half.

Enjoy..

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No Air - Jordin Sparks Feat Chris Brown



Lyrics:

JORDIN
If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like livin in a world with no air

CHRIS
I'm here alone didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I could make you understand

HOOK
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

CHORUS
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you aint there
Theres no air no air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gone breathe without me
If you aint here I just can't breathe
Theres no air no air
No air air x4

CHRIS
I walked I ran I jumped I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
Theres no gravity to hold me down for real

JORDIN
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don't know how but I don't even care

HOOK
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

CHORUS
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you aint there
Theres no air no air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gone breathe without me
If you aint here I just can't breathe
Theres no air no air
No air air x4

Sorry..

guys for the lack of updates.. Things have been a little hectic here. I will try to post as much as I can when I can.

In the meantime, have a good life~!

I really really hate...................

Singapore sometimes! The weather today drove me crazy! It was hot, stuffy and humid. Totally spoilt my mood and also made me have this persistant bearable headache pounding in my head non stop. Bleah! And the people, so rude and inconsiderate! Not everyone, but about 3/4 of the people are so horrible sometimes! Thats about it for the rants, I guess.

Decided to do a quick update considering how I haven't been blogging regularly. So I went out last Friday for a nice, relaxing and soothing facial with Jay. I haven't had a facial in ages and oh my god, I was in heaven. I fell asleep during the session because it was so relaxing. =P Was kinda nervous at first because it was a pretty classy and expensive-looking place, but my therapist, Pamela put me totally at ease with her easy-going nature and non-stop chattering. At the end of the session, we signed on for a package which I think is a pretty good deal, even though it was a tad expensive. =) I'm a sucker for little luxuries like that, and it's also a plus if the people are nice.

I also got my mobile phone 'blinged' up. But I have to go back and get them to redo it, because due to time constraint, they did not do a perfect job, and the next time I drop by, they'll redo the whole thing for me, absolutely free~!

Took some pictures over the week, so I'm gonna post them up now. I also got new glasses made, and bought a new pair of sunnies! Now I can't wait to heat the beach/streets with my new sunnies! Also got a new haircut today, kinda different but makes me look a little younger.. =P Now to lose some weight and complete the whole healthy well-being thing I've been wanting to do.

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Here are the pictures!

Had Maccas for brekkie with bro on a early Sunday morning. Tried their McGriddle, it's not bad. I like how the sweet and salty goes together, and I love the signature 'M' on the top of the bun!


Silly reflection picture Jay and I took at the restaurant where we had lunch. =) I like how the whole picture came out. Awesome crazy fun we had that afternoon!



Lunch that our family had at some hawker place. It was a yummy spread of fishy delights. =) I love fish, as long as they don't taste 'muddy'.


My new pair of Sunnies! They are so awesome~!


And last but not least, my new haircut. I look a little weird in the photo, cause I haven't taken a picture of myself in ages! Also, you'll notice the brightly coloured bottles and medications in the background, thats where I get all my drugs from~! MUAHAHAHAH.. Those bottles make a nice background though. =)

Anyways, thats about all I have to say for the things I did for the past week. Enjoy your week ahead, and Hooray for Labour Day on Thursday~! Take care of your health everyone, cause I heard the weather is crazy everywhere! (Freezing in Australia and Hot-as-Hell in Singapore.)

I'm back....

=)

Sorry for going M.I.A for such a long time after that really emo emo post. Anyways, I'm feeling much better now. Filling my time now with activities and catching up with friends, both online and in real life. Thank you some of you for your concerns.

I'm back playing WoW again. Since I have free credits and time on my hands, why not? I'm playing really casually now, but meh, I'm starting to get addicted back to it. I'm gonna resist it~!

I have a few pictures taken recently, but haven't been posted them up.


Boon Tong Kee Chicken Rice. It's not bad, but not that fantastic, but the shape of the rice is so cool. =P


The yummy Tonkatsu Ramen which I has last week with my brother. A pain to get to, but totally worth it, especially the Gyoza.


And last but not least, the bridge which holds a lot of memories for me. =) Sigh, I miss him so much...

Anyways, nothing interesting happened to me. Hence this boring update post. I hope I'll have something more fun to post this weekend. =) Have a great week ahead.

Feeling extremely..

Depressed right now.

Firstly, my inactive WoW account was hacked into, and it is very upsetting because I'm panicking and getting all worked up over a game I no longer play.

Secondly, the person whom I need the most now, thinks I need a life. While he is happily living his, I'm here doing nothing.

I seem to have hit the all time low now, considering how I feel, all alone and abandoned.

Oh well, such is the way of life. Unfair and full of crap.