Stay Just a little...

I came across this girl by accident. This song is very nice, and very sad... And she is pretty amazing.. =)

Enjoy.



Lyrics:

I heard it in your voice when your love died
On a telephone connection spanning miles and miles of wire
You said it was over and then cried and cried
You were gone before I said goodbye

And I don't like to think it is true
That distance came between us like a knife and cut right through
When did we go wrong and let it all undo?
The only one I ever loved was you.

Would you stay just a little, my love?
Would you sway just a little my love?
Because the hole in the middle of my heart needs filling up
If you stay just a little, that's enough.

It kills me as I lay awake at night
Remembering the last kiss that we shared doesn't feel right
Is it impossible for me to win this fight
Keep you a little longer in my life?

Would you stay just a little, my love?
Would you sway just a little my love?
Because the hole in the middle of my heart needs filling up
If you stay just a little, that's enough.

Ohhhh.....
Ohhhh.....

Would you stay just a little, my love?
Would you sway just a little my love?
Because the hole in the middle of my heart needs filling up
If you stay just a little...
If you stay just a little, that's enough.

Aquarius...

The Origins...

Aquarius

The Chinese Equivalent of Aquarius..

Tiger

And I'm born in the year of the Tiger and also under the starsign Aquarius... freaky......

My Life according to...

My Ipod list..

Was looking through the archives of a friend's blog and I came across a past post he did. Since I'm bored and at work, might as well have some fun with it.

So what you do is to:
1.Open your music library.
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the ‘next’ button.
6. Don’t lie.

Opening credits: Go To War - Akon Feat Papoose
Waking up: Kiss You - Cassie Feat Ryan Leslie
First day of High School: Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence
Falling in love: Hundred - The Fray
Fight song: Run It (Remix) - Chris Brown Feat Bow Wow and JD
Breaking up: Lie About Us - Avant Feat Nicole Schezinger
Prom: I Salute - Tyrese
Life: As The World Turns - Eminem
Mental breakdown: Dem Jeans - Chingy Feat Jermaine Dupri
Driving: It Had Better Be Tonight - Michael Buble
Flashback: Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5
Getting back together: Fighting Over Me - Paris Hilton
Wedding: Get In, Get Fit - Ciara
Birth of child: Beautiful Girl - Kim Ah Jung (From the 200 pong Beauty Soundtrack)
Final battle: Too Little Too Late - JoJo
End credits: Watch Your Back - 50 Cent

Gosh... So Random! But hmm.. some actually makes sense.. Lol... Like if I were to wake up with someone next to me, I'll really give the special someone a kiss. For fight song and mental breakdown, I'll probably be going to a club to get it all out of my system. I like the birth of a child though, to have the title as A Beautiful Girl. =)

Haha... This is strange and fun! Try it if you run out of blog materials... Heehee... Or you could be like me and just youtube link.. =P

Have a great week everyone!

Cheating~!

Someone mentioned I was cheating by posting youtube links... So I decided to just do a proper blog post.

Went out last night with my gf and got pretty wasted. Sad thing was I became the type of drunk girls I hate. Went emo and all.. Sigh, at least it's out of my system. Maybe it's cause I was trying too hard, to move on and get over him. Hence the breakdown last night.

It gets pretty tiring sometimes though, because you have to be brave and put on a front so that people don't worry too much about you. It gets worst sometimes when you're alone. But it has been getting better.. The lonely times are more bearable and I think less of him now.

Good thing about this turn of events is I've realised how many good friends I have. And how I've neglected them because of the relationship. Trying really hard to make it up to them now by being there as much as I can, and not someone who comes and goes. So far it's working pretty well for me, my friends being really supportive.

I'm finding myself back again, because someone told me I wasn't fun anymore, not the same Ivy he used to know. What he doesn't know was that Ivy was there all along, just totally suppressed because he didn't like the real Ivy. I think it's just an excuse, but it hurts nonetheless. Strange how words can hurt more then actions.

Anyways, have a good week everyone.

Stranger...

Lyrics:
Nobody believes me when I tell 'em that you're out of your mind
Nobody believes me when I tell 'em that there's so much you hide

You treat me like a queen when we go out
Wanna show everyone what our love's about
All wrapped up in me whenever there is a crowd
But when no ones around

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell what's going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life

You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?

You made yourself look perfect in everyway
So when this goes down I'm the one that will be blamed
Your plan is working so you can just walk away
Baby your secret's safe

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell what's going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life

You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Such a long way back from this place we arrived
When I think of all the time I've wasted I could cry

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell what's going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life

You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell what's going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life

You're not the person I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

I'm home....

Man, I'm so tired... Exotic Dance is awesome fun! LoL... My thighs hurt like hell now.. =)

But I'm happy.. =) and tired..

Will blog tomorrow I guess.. When I'm less tired..

Have a great weekend!

Yesterday...

Lyrics:

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)

When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it I'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday

You always used to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or atleast how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)

I know i'll see you again i'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on you face
But they can't take yesterday

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (no no)
They can take the music that we'll never play (they can take the music that we'll never play)
All the broken dreams (oh, my broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (oh oh oh)
They can take the future that we'll never know (we'll never know)
They can take the places that we said we would go (huh oh oh)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time
But i was so wrong
Now i can, believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (ooh ooh)
They can take the music that we'll never play (no)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (yesterday)
They can take the future that we'll never know (yeah ah)
They can take the places that we said we would go (that we said we would go)
All the broken dreams (all our broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (they can never hace yesterday)

Ooooh...
(All the broken dreams take everything)
But they can never have yesterday

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Sometimes, I wonder.. Does he still think of me? The memories we had? Does he miss me? Knowing him, I don't think he does, but there's a little part of me who wants to believe he does.. That little part of me wants to believe that what we had meant something to him. That there were actual real feelings involved.

But the realistic me has to be strong for myself. Because of the way he treated me, the things he said to me and the hurt he dealt me, I must show him that I can go on without him. That whatever he did to me doesn't hurt me anymore.

But...

I still think about him. When I'm listening to sad songs. When I see/hear something that reminds me of him. When I'm out. When I'm home alone. When I'm lying in bed. When I'm at work.

Why is it so hard to forget? Sigh...

Anyways, enjoy the song. It's one of the best song out of Leona Lewis' album, Spirit.