Lazy lazy..

I suck so much this year...

Haven't sent out Christmas cards.. Haven't gotten any presents for anyone...

Just plain lazy lazy lazy~!

Sorry people.. =(

Nothing from me this year.. I will make it up to you.. =(

Forgive me!

PotLuck Party

So the potluck party held at my place came and went. I think it was a success, considering everyone had fun. =) The food was great, company was good, and the entertainment was fun!

Some of the guys could cook, which is a great surprise. Haha.. We're now all getting ready for our X'mas gathering. I love this group of friends, spontaneous and funny. It's always great to hang out with them.

Now, on to the pictures.


The food before


The food after.. =P


People taking turns to eat @ the table


People starting the gig on Wii.


Guitar Hero Band 1


Guitar Hero Band 2


While the band was jamming...


These guys were playing Munchkin.


My yumyum tuna macaroni salad. Pardon the appearance, it tasted better than it looks. =P


The serious game faces on them all.. What are they doing?


Wii Tennis, of course!


Everyone happy and having fun!

So that's about it for the pictures.. It was kind of nice to have friends hanging out at home without spending too much monies. A good thing about having the house to yourselves, you can entertain friends and it's so much quieter.

Plus, it's easier to keep clean, because you dun have too many people messing up the place once you've cleaned and tidied the place. This experience makes me wanna have a place of my own so much. I've made some plans regarding the future. And I'm feeling pretty good about it. =)

I guess that's about it for this post. Have a good week everyone.

=)

Old School...

I just found this blog (or rather someone linked it to me) and I was looking through her song list and omg, all the songs I used to listen to and groove to.. Haha.. She is also named Ivy and my bf was telling how she's a Taiwan version of me..

But she is so much prettier than me.. Heehheee...

I miss the songs in her playlist.. Here are a few of the songs that brings back memories..

Slow Down - Bobby Valentino
Dip it Low - Christina Millian
Gimme That - Chris Brown (btw, he looks so gangsta now with his tattoos.. Hawtness!)
Let Me Hold You - Bow Wow
One Night Stand - Mis-teeq
You Remind Me - Usher
Me & U - Cassie
Always on time - Ja Rue feat Ashanti
etc....

Sigh... Anyone has all these songs in their album? Can I just ninja them off you people?
=P

XOXO!

The Result!

Remember when I said I wanted to make the Chocolate Molten Lava Cake today. I just made it, and it was awesome!

So simple and quick, took me a total of 45 mins to make all 12 of these tiny babies. I ate 2 of them and stored the rest up in the fridge!

Make these if you like chocolate..


Molten Chocolate Lava cake..


Look at the chocolate oozing out... Love.....

That's all!

The Pioneer Woman and her red cake

2 months ago, when I found out that my new blog idol, The Pioneer Woman Cooks, is coming out with a cookbook, I just had to have it. So I said very casually and subtle-ly to my boy: 'Baby! I WANT THAT COOKBOOK FOR CHRISTMAS!'

Ok, so that's not very subtle, or casual. But boy, did he deliver. He got me the cookbook and it's a full month before Christmas. I'm totally loving the book. The pictures are awesome. The food looks really yum. And it's written by PW!

So anyways, there's this recipe for Red Velvet Cake in the dessert section. I've seen it in many other cook blogs and I've never tasted it, but it looks so pretty, and vibrantly red. I seriously am thinking of making it and chronicle it in the chapter of 'My First Times in Life'.

Lol..

But anyways, I won't be making that soon. I need to get some cake tins that are smaller in size because the household are not big fans of cakes. So if I do bake it, I would need to make a SMALL cake.

But I will be making this Molten Chocolate Lava Cake from Tasty Kitchen. I will make this tomorrow, with my muffin tins. I have the ingredients all on hand. I like foolproof recipes that even dummies can make. And PW makes it easier with the step by step pictures.

So anyways, that's about it for today.
Have a good week ahead everyone!


XOXO

Inspiration

I love cooking. For a lazy person like me, it's surprising I like to cook cos cooking can sometimes be tedious and takes up loads of work. But because I like to eat, the interest just grew from there.

I just watched The Julie/Julia Project and it's kind of inspiring. It makes me wanna do something she did. Like a journal through a whole entire cookbook.

Makes me wanna blog more, chronicle more about what's been happening to me. It just annoys me sometimes, when I blog-stalk, that the bloggers dun post as often as the should. i kind of realise how that feels for ppl who read my blog, which I guess is like only a handful (meaning less than 5 ppl).

But still, it would be nice to come to an updated blog once in a while. =)

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So anyways, I will be having a small potluck gathering at my place, cause the parents and sibling is out of town! I am so excited, because I like organising small gatherings like these and I like spending time with friends at home. Less expensive and not crowded like when you go out into the city.

So anyways, I learnt how to make chicken curry from my mom yesterday night and that is what I am gonna make this coming saturday night.

We will be playing this card game (Munchkin) and our Wii games (Guitar hero World Tour and 5). I hope it will be a fun night.. Only thing un-fun about the party is gonna be the cleaning up of the house in preparation of the party.. I will need to clean the rooms, the house, the toilet and the kitchen!

Oh well.. A price to pay for having fun! Will be a fun night of food, laughs and booze. Haha..

That's about it.. Have a great week ahead! Christmas soon!
Can't wait!

Breadisaster...

I tried...

I really really tried...

But I manage to screw up the most simple no knead bread..

First, I got the timing of rising the dough totally wrong.. Then I had to wake up in the middle of the night to put the dough in the fridge so as to stop it from over-rising.. Finally the outside of the bread is hard as a rock while the inside is totally undercooked...

Grrr..

But I will not give up! WILL NOT! YOU HEAR ME, STINKING YEAST! I WILL CONQUER YOU!

Sigh, now I'm gonna go dig a hole and crawl into it to lick my wounds...

Just kidding...

Have a good weekend guys~!

Signing off,
Vampy Fox

Bread...

So I made some bread dough today.. It is at home now, rising..

Tomorrow afternoon will be the time to bake the dough.. I hope it goes well.. First time using yeast, and boy, does it stink... I had a look before I left home for work in the afternoon, and it puffed up a little, and there were heaps of bubbles! How cool is that?!?!?

I can't believe dough makes me happy.. Haha..

We shall see how everything turns out tomorrow!

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On another note, yesterday was a pretty bad day for me.. Made me evaluate what I wanna do in the future.. I dunno if I should do something I like (which means starting from scratch) or just do something mediocre that I might not enjoy.. Sigh sigh.. Decisions decisions...

Oh well, I'd probably just wait till the end of the Lunar New Year to decide.. It's hard getting a job now.. Maybe next year would be a better year..

That's about it I guess..

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To all my dear dear friends, please take care of your health.. The world is a crazy crazy place with super viruses now, so remember to take your vitamins, exercise and eat regular meals.. Love ya all.. =)

Signing off,
Vampy Fox

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This picture just totally made my day.. =)

Yawnie is such a sweetie.. Haha.. Cherry, I hope after seeing this, you would know what to do~! *hint* pictures of the 3 I sent you guys *hint*

So....

Its been almost 3 weeks since I last posted... In this 3 weeks, I did:

- not bake any bread like I intended to
- made some other foods that I did not intend to make
- went for my trip to Bali
- got sick from eating bad seafood on my 2nd night in Bali
- had an awesome Halloween night dressing up as a Vampy vampire

All in all, a good 3 weeks worth of fun.. =P

Anyways, pictures should be up soon in FB once my lazy BF posts them up..

So, that's all for me... What about you guys? Please kindly update your blogs too.. Thank you very much.. =P

Signing off,
Vampy Fox

Hamburger and Mac

I made some last night... It was yum and I'm still craving for it.. Clearly a huge pot is still not enough to satisfy my craving.. Also, from the start till the end (going to the store to get ingredients and actually finishing the Hamburger Mac) took about a total of 1 hour.. That's a keeper recipe for sure... Sorry no pics.. Was too hungry to actually post it...

Been thinking about making some of these maybe this weekend... I've always wanted to try to make bread, home-made fancy ones.. But yeast scares me... A LOT.... I dunno why but it does.. But this recipe seems simple enough right?

I hope so.. Wish me luck for this weekend.. Will update on the results.. =P

Silly questions...

I find that girls, me included, sometimes like to ask silly questions. Not silly as in brainless, but silly as in 'a-question-I-am-asking-to-test-you-but-do-not-actually-want-the-truth' type questions...

I asked a silly question yesterday, and the answer I got was totally unexpected. That got me thinking...

How does one know when their partner is the one for them? How do you put all your entire future, love and trust in that person's hand when you are unsure of what might come?

Feelings can come and go for people. Love is a feeling, so what happens when love in a relationship starts to go?

3 little words, I love you, can be said with or without feelings to someone or anyone.

How can one really know? And if we do not know and is afraid of getting hurt, how does one go about protecting yourself from it?

I wonder... Any suggestions?

Monotony...

Life has settled into monotonous tone and I am bored...

I mean it's a good thing and a bad thing.. Certain things that you look forward to, like not having to wake up early on Wednesdays and Thursdays for work in the morning, and bad things to look forward to like having the whole house to yourself is lonely and it means you have to do some housework.

I have been cooking a lot.... Good in a way that I am improving my skills as a cook, bad in a way that I have no idea what to make for meals sometimes. Also, I've become lazier and not posting the pictures up anymore.. Haha..

I think I need a new hobby.. Or a change of environment.

Oh well, will be meeting Debs for dinner later so I'm currently bored to death just waiting for that girl in my workplace. So close to falling asleep...

Anyways, I will post something more interesting as soon as I have the time, energy and idea.. =P

Right now, this is the ramblings of a sleepy bored person..

Have a great week peoples.. =P

Totally stuck...

This song is stuck in my head... Awesome cover of the song done.. I already did like the original version by Lil Wayne, but I reckon this is way better.

Also, I like how the lead singer looked in the video.. Geeky with the black glasses, but with piercings and tattoos... HAWT~!

Anyways, enjoy!

ERGH!

I hate it when you get an ulcer... You can't eat, talk and brush your teeth properly..

What's worst than having an ulcer? It's having 2 huge ass ones next to each other....

GRRRRR!!!! It's torture!!!! But I dun care, gonna enjoy myself with food tonight! Will be doing Korean BBQ (Ivy-style) at home.. =P

Hope everyone had a good weekend..

Btw, the blueberry pancakes were awesome!

My first 2 pancakes!


Making the last Giant pancake!


My yummy brunch for 2!

Tasty Kitchen

I love to cook. People who know me well enough would know that when I am not feeling lazy and has free time, I would cook/bake/roast.

One of the reason why I really need to watch out for my diet and exercise is due to the fact I love all types of dishes with fattening tags like meat, cream, cheese, pasta, eggs etc..

And I also love looking at pictures of food. Haha.. So it's no surprise that I'm currently hooked on The Pioneer Woman Cooks' newly launched recipe community website, Tasty Kitchen whereby ordinary folks can join as a member and share their recipes. It's kinda like Allrecipes but more colourful.

Anyways, I'm gonna be making blueberry pancakes and soba noodles with grilled scallops and asparagus for the weekend. =)

Btw, I recently made PW's chicken spaghetti casserole and it was fantastic. Easy to make and really worth the wait, especially with the cheese, chicken and flavour. Try it sometime if casseroles are your kinda food. =) Will post pics once I get home..

Thank goodness it's Thursday already, been a loooong week for me.. =) Have a good weekend everyone..

Hmmm...

I know I haven't been blogging for eons....

I think I might start again...

=P

I have been pretty happy for the past 2 months... Indulging in a few of my hobbies, having fun in the daylight and most of all, having someone to share all these with me.

My school has finally finished, although I think I might flunk like 2/3 subjects but hey, I'm enjoying this before I have to go back for my retests...

As for what I wanna do in the future, I have no idea yet.. All I know right now is that I will see how things goes, living day by day... Not planning so far ahead in life... Just chilling and relaxing...

I think that's all I have to say for now.. =)

Will update with a more detailed post soon...

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I miss her...

Looking at all of Cherry's animals... I really really miss my little baby....

I will always love you, my baby... Missing you heaps...

=)

A close friend of mine got engaged on her birthday yesterday..

I am so happy for her.. I also can't help but feel a bit envious.. =P

What I do know is tat, they are both perfect for each other.. =) All the best to you, Miss Carmen, and may the 2 of you be happy always~!

Beautifully Imperfect..

I love this commercial.. It's the little things that annoys and make you laugh, which matters when you love someone..

Life is short, be sure to tell the one you really care about how much you love them.. =)

Think family...

Holla...

It's been an exhausting week for me... Have been working from Monday to Sunday with no rest... Come to think of it, it's been a long exhausting month for me..

Seems like heaps have happened, but also seems like it's pretty mundane.. Boring and repetitive... Sigh.. I just know that I'm really tired mentally.. I'm starting to lose interest in school this term after all that has happened to me, makes me question if its the right way to go for me.. I really wanna continue with what I'm doing right now, cause I really love what I am doing.. Guess I'm just feeling discouraged after the plagiarism issue that happened with the school.. But at least I'm not alone, and I have friends who are willing to help screen through my essays for me to check. =P

Went out with all 3 of my monster cousins yesterday. Omg, never bringing them all out again.. Too much work, and I had to constantly look after them, making sure they are not tired, thirsty, hot or cold.. And meh, kids have such a short attention span, gets bored so easily.. Mealtime was a pain too, because they'd rather play with each other and the food, than actually eating it.. Longest lunch I ever had, and I dun mean it in a good way.. But what I did notice was that, they all wanted to tell me stuffs.. So I think if I were to bring them out again, I would just either go out with them individually or just the 2 elder girls..

It was still a fun afternoon, even with all the mischievous stunts, temper tantrums from them.. I did manage to get some clothes and my ear piercing which I've wanted for so long.. =P Ok, not that long, just had the sudden idea to pierce my ear and so I just did it.. I guess, the pain kinda helps a little with how I'm feeling lately.. Lol, sadistic I know, but yea.. i did almost chicken out though, so I'm not entirely really that into the pain..

Anyways, pictures from yesterday.. =)

Ice Coco Milkshake and Orange juice for the kiddies...


Sera's yummy Potato salad toast


My Clam Chowder (which was mostly eaten by the 2 younger monsters..)


Tabby on the left, Sue Ann on the right


Camwhore session while waiting for the food to arrive...


Me and Sera.. =) I feel we can relate more to each other now, cause I think we are kind of alike, but different at the same time.. And alot of things she is going through now, I have gone through.. Like boys, girls backstabbers, school bullies and studies.. =P


*peace*


I love this tom-boyish minx.. =P She's funny, energetic and really independant most times..


This is a classic pic.. Posing for the camera, but not looking at it.. =P All taken while waiting in line for a cab~!

Last but not least...

My new piercing.. =) It's kinda odd I'm doing all these things I wanted to do when I was younger now, but I figured, I am old enough so why not? I'm thinking of getting more though.. On the ear.. Maybe 2 more on each side of my ear lobes.. Hmmm... Not sure... I'm thinking of getting another one below my ring earring.. Having just 1 seems uneven.. Need to pair it up.. Maybe wait till my swelling goes down..

And also, I'm so out of date with the world of body piercing.. There's a lot more areas that you can pierce on your body now.. Weird and freaky areas, but it can be done.. Like for example, the hands (anywhere from the web, to the wrist and to the pads where your fingers ends), the back of your neck, and even on your chest area a few inches below the collar bone... So freaky...

I've been thinking about getting my tongue pierced for the longest time too, but decided aganist it.. Apparently, it's bad for the teeth, gums and even your speech. Also, all your favourite foods will never taste the same again... So for now, I'm gonna just limit my piercings to the ears.. =P

Alright, it's getting late and I should head off now.. Take care of your health everyone, the weather's been super crazy.. Have a good week ahead.. =)

ERGH~! Not again~!!!

My WoW account got hacked again~! This is the 2nd time already!!! This month just keeps getting better and better...

RAWR! So freaking annoying...

I am tired, going to bed now~! I hate this month~!!!!

I dreamed a dream...

Sometimes, things are not what they seem to be.. Like they say, never judge a book by its cover..

Watch this video, and you will know what I mean..

I was quite blown away by this lady.. =) Hope you will too..

Susan Boyle

Problems problems problems...

Life seems to be full of them... Been kinda down past few days because of these problems..

Sigh, but life still goes on right.. Things will definitely pick up.. It's just a phase until I resolve them..

I need a break from my life, I think.. It's starting to wear me down... The constant stress from work, school.. The constant partying and the lack of rest I am getting..

Tired tired tired...

I have a lot on my mind to let out, but too tired to type it.. Maybe next time..

Time for me to get some rest.. Nights everyone...

Have a great week~! =)

Le sigh...

I'm so bugged down right now... I have to go for a meeting tomorrow in school.. Apparently, almost the whole of my class has been suspected of plagiarism, only with the exception of 1 guy...

I'm feeling scared and angry though.. Dunno what to do now.. Gonna have to take the morning off to see what's gonna happen...

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Also, an instructor at the gym where I learn boxing at has made a move on me... Sigh.. Why can't everyone just be friends? This makes things so awkward... Right now, I just wanna concentrate on finishing up all my loose ends here, so I can embark on a new journey next year when I get into Uni..

So right now I am gonna stay single.. There, I've said it! No boys for me until I say so!!!

Rawr!!

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Anyways, nothing much has happened, other than these 2 things... I am tired, stressed and feeling bruised all over... But I will watch 1 more ep of True Blood before I sleep.. Haha...

Have a great weekend everyone..

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P.S. The instructor just admitted to having feelings for me 15 mins after writing this post.. I rejected him as nicely as I can because I dun want any awkwardness... Sigh... So annoying~! WHY ME!?!?!?!? I'm not even that good to begin with... Grrr...

P.S.S. Grats on being the defending champions again, Mr Vu.. You guys put in the hard work and truly deserved it.. Have a great time rubbing it in other team's face! =P I'm happy for you...

True Blood

I'm so hooked on it.. It's very weird, scary but sucks you into it.. (no pun intended)

Hmm...

Anyways, have a good Easter weekend!

Love story...

When we were younger, we read and watch fairy tales.. As time goes by, your naive expectations in life are destroyed by people in your life, and you'll realise that life is not a fairy tale at all, the hard way.

As much I hate to admit it, I've always like romantic love stories, but I've never had any.. I've always tried to be practical about things but lately, I've been thinking.. Maybe that shouldn't be a goal in my life. Maybe this is a good time for me to learn to not yearn for so much company and be too dependent on any guy.

I've been in 2 serious relationships and I've learnt heaps about men and myself. =) I wouldn't trade anything in the world for those relationships..

I hope to fall in love again though.. The feeling is always nice.. While it lasts.. =P

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Relationships are so weird.. Not just between boyfriends and girlfriends, but also between friends, lovers and family.

You can be really close one moment, and then things happen and you hardly ever speak. Lol.. Everyone has that type of situation in their lives, no one knows how to solve the problem though.. One of earth's many mysteries... I guess it still all boils down to 1 thing.. Humans... I always say, they are really complex.. We're all the same, yet different...

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Met up with Nice this afternoon to have lunch and movie with him today before he flies off to Japan and then US for a whole month~! Lucky bastard... Anyways, we had a good chat and were crapping about heaps of random stuffs all the way.. Lol.. We played Guitar Hero before our movie to kill time cause we were bored and didn't want to do too much walking.. It's so fun, I'm so gonna get the game...

Watched The Unborn and it's seriously a scary show.. I screamed a few times and even toppled my popcorn over.. Haha... All in all, a pretty good day.. =) Nice to hang out with people you seldom see once in a while..

I've gone back to starting my driving lessons too.. I really wanna get a license before I go to Australia cause I heard the system there is really F-ked up.. And also cause Debs just got her license 3 days ago.. Great job Debs!! I expect to be driven around from now on, ok~?!

To sum up my current situation now, it's going pretty alright.. I can't really complain cause nothing bad has happened and everyone is happy and healthy.. But then I do miss some of my friends... Those few that I've gotten to know and really liked hanging out with and those I haven't hung out with in a while.. They should know who they are but I guess it's better this way.. We all have our lives.. =)

Hope everyone is happy.. Take care of your health and remember to show your loved ones how much you care because life is short.. You'll never know what tomorrow brings.. =) Peace out...

Exhausted...

As much as you wanna be positive and all, sometimes you feel so physically tired... And when you're physically tired, you become mentally tired and your mind start to wonder...

Oh well, I'm still fine.. Heheheheheh...

Anyways, gonna head off to shower then sleep! Training tomorrow again..

Booyah~!

It's almost the weekends, have a great one for me, aites people?

PEACE!!!!
XOXO

P.S. Omg, I finally found this song.. I used to love this song~! The old skool hip hop were soooooooo much better than the stuffs today... Reminisce ftw~! I wanna go dancing again... =( Anyway, enjoy.....

Family..

Seriously, as much as you wanna be nice and love them, they can be downright annoying and noob most times..

Mom just pissed me off with the way she always is with her incessant nagging.. GRRRR...

I mean seriously, she puts me down like I'm worth nothing. And being in an asian family means nothing I do is ever right or good enough.. Sigh..

I dunno but all I know is I can't wait till I move out of the house.. Maybe she'll miss me and realise I'm not so bad after all..

Talk talk and more talk...

It's nice to talk to people and get their opinions. 1 situation can be seen and interpreted in many many ways..

Like for example, to 1 friend, I'm attention seeking.. I do agree, to a certain extent only.. I am trying to attract certain person's attention. Another friend said that it could be mistaken for attention seeking-ness and goes on to tell me what's so bad about it..

Oh well, I guess I should stop being that because it's not working.. But it's alright.. =)

As much as things have been bugging me, I've decided to just be cool about things... Now I have to work towards finishing this last term of my studies, before I can start applying for Uni.. Then I can start planning for the future once I've gotten a spot in the desired uni..

I need to start being more optimistic. I need to be more active, socially and physically. Exercise makes me happy and helps me lose the fats I've accumulated. Being lazy makes me sad and when I'm sad, I eat..

I need to start taking care of myself. =) Been popping supplements like they're candy, hoping it will help with the mood swings, overall well-being and helping my metabolism work normally. I think I have to love myself first before I can start loving anyone..

Will be playing less WoW I think, cos it makes me feel lazy and emo... Dunno why but it does... I wanna start taking up swimming.. So many things to do, so little time..

I think I'm rambling... Training was pretty tough.. I can already feel the strain and I can say very proudly, I did not slack today!!! Did everything and I'm happy.. Maybe when I finally get to my ideal weight of 48kg, I will feel more confident about myself.. That's a total of 4 kgs and I will go back to being underweight, but I think I will be happy...

Hmmm... Anyways, I;d better stop now.. Not sure what I'm writing.. Hahaha... Good night everyone.. Have an awesome week..

I can't...

think straight now.. My head hurts... But not as much as my heart hurts... Seriously, I should stop all these things... It's only making my life more complicated than it should..

My existence should be fairly simple, make friends, study, get a good job and that's it... So why then do I have all these complicated feelings going through me?

Sigh.. I think I'm babbling..

I'm feeling scared actually... Of change.. I know change is good sometimes... But it's change in people that scares me.. Change in the situations that scare me...

Because these are things you cannot control, which makes you vulnerable when it happens, and you can't do shit about it.

Like friends for example... You think you know them, and then situations change and suddenly, you feel like you dunno them anymore.. That's how I lost a few friends... Also with relationships, you give your all into it.. Listen to him, give up everything you love for him.. Then situation changes, and he decides he doesn't want you anymore, and you're left alone again...

I hate feeling lonely.. But I feel alone so much... Even when I'm with friends, and I try to blend in, be happy and cheerful... Sometimes, you feel like you dun belong...

Sigh... I'm so so tired.. Can I just go into a dreamless slumber and never awake from it...?

Lol...

I just majorly pissed my dear dear brother off.. By accidentally deleting 50gb worth of animes he downloaded.. HAHAHA...

Oh well, it was accidental, and it can be downloaded again... So wat's the big deal for him to go all emo?

Boys will always be boys..

And in my defense, I was just doing wat he told me to after using the external hard drive.. He gave me a lecture on always deleting all the files I put on after using it, and it was only 1 folder which I left in there.. So after that, I always cleaned everything out..

How was I to know that he transferred his animes into the thing... I used it and then cleaned it out.. Just wat he told me to.. Not my fault I was clueless about it... Granted I should have been more careful but it was 1 something in the morning dammit!

Oh well, seems like I have to avoid him on the weekends then... Lol.. Which means no WoW for me unless I wanna use tat crappy PC which will drive me insane!

Lol.. Have a great weekend everyone!

I feel...

happy... Tired but happy... =) I dunno why but I;ve been laughing and smiling a lot today.. Maybe because I've been hanging out with frineds today... I love all my friends... Heehee..

Was bored at work before and did something I seldom would do.. I took pictures of myself.. The big eyes, close up type self portrait.. Never knew my eyes are so big.. Fully loved the colour of my eyes tho.. =P

Because this is my blog, I'm gonna post one up because I can and because I think I am cute!! And also because I love myself! Haha.. Enjoy the rest of the week~!


XOXO from Foxyspirit!

Hmmm...

I feel really complicated now.. I dunno why, but I just do..

Feeling kinda sick now, mostly due to lack of rest.. So I'll probably just blog tomorrow...

Also, I'm broke.. =(

Need to start to save and plan for the trip end of the year.. There's so many things I wanna do, people I wanna hang out with... Rawr!

Anyways, gonna go off now... I'm looking forward to the weekends so I can have more of these....


Have a great week ahead everyone~!

The Craft of War: Blind

This guy made a really awesome video, and I really love the song by Namie Amuro.. That blood elf rogue looks so hawt..



Hope you like it.. =)

Unbeautiful...

If anyone were to tell me 2 months ago that things would turn out this way, I would never have believed them.

2 months ago, I was happy. I was contentedly satisfied with my life and had someone special. I made new friends and found a few good ones I could rely on among them. I was having fun in class, with my 2 best classmates.

But now, I'm alone and that someone special back then is now no more than a polite hi-bye friend who knows a lot about me and my deepest darkest secrets. I still have those good friends who are still as reliant as ever, and found a few more new ones. 1 of the classmates is starting to annoy me, because I feel like she's constantly picking on me.

What a huge difference someone's life can go through in such a short time.

Sometimes, I wonder why do people try so hard when things are gonna just turn out bad? Hope? Or just for the sake of trying? Sometimes you just reach a point whereby you ask yourself, why bother?

People drift apart, people change and circumstances change. Change is constantly going to happen and nobody can stop it.

I feel like giving up sometimes.. Feel so tired trying and trying when I know it's gonna fail.. Sigh...

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Went out with my cousins today. I'm kinda worried about them and the environment they are in right now. I'm hoping to help them as much as I can. Another reason as to why I'm spending more time with them is maybe because I'm lonely and I feel like I need some companionship. I could probably look for my 2 best friends but 1 is busy rushing her assignments, and the other is having some difficulties in his life right now. So I'd rather not bother them..

These 2 girls are also kinda like the sisters I never got to have. I also hope that they would come to me when they have a problem to discuss before doing anything silly.

Anyways, back to the story, I brought them out for dinner, then shopping after. It was just a nice time to hang out with them and just listen to them talk, bicker and give them comments/advices about certain things. Took some pics today throughout..

Gonna let the pics speak for themselves..


The pot of yummies


Seraphina, making a face


Tabatha, being a waitress.. =P

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After shopping, went to N.Y.D.C for desserts


The Kiddies


=)


Me trying to take a self-pic of all of us...


A proper pic taken by the waiter.. =P


Cookie Monster Mudpie


I like this shot of them.. Hungry hungry hippos!


My apple crumble with vanilla ice-cream and whipped cream.. Satisfied the craving I had for them finally! It was heavenly...

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On our way home, we mucked a bit more...


I like this, too bad it's blurred cause of the zooming.. -.-"

After a few tries...




Finally a nice one!

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Purchases for the week.. =)

All bought today.. =)



Bought over the weekend.. =) Needed it as my main source of entertainment.. Can't get myself to actually update it with songs though.. So it's staying in the box until I find time to do all that's needed...

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Last random pic of the day...


=)

Have a good week..