2 months ago, I was happy. I was contentedly satisfied with my life and had someone special. I made new friends and found a few good ones I could rely on among them. I was having fun in class, with my 2 best classmates.
But now, I'm alone and that someone special back then is now no more than a polite hi-bye friend who knows a lot about me and my deepest darkest secrets. I still have those good friends who are still as reliant as ever, and found a few more new ones. 1 of the classmates is starting to annoy me, because I feel like she's constantly picking on me.
What a huge difference someone's life can go through in such a short time.
Sometimes, I wonder why do people try so hard when things are gonna just turn out bad? Hope? Or just for the sake of trying? Sometimes you just reach a point whereby you ask yourself, why bother?
People drift apart, people change and circumstances change. Change is constantly going to happen and nobody can stop it.
I feel like giving up sometimes.. Feel so tired trying and trying when I know it's gonna fail.. Sigh...
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Went out with my cousins today. I'm kinda worried about them and the environment they are in right now. I'm hoping to help them as much as I can. Another reason as to why I'm spending more time with them is maybe because I'm lonely and I feel like I need some companionship. I could probably look for my 2 best friends but 1 is busy rushing her assignments, and the other is having some difficulties in his life right now. So I'd rather not bother them..
These 2 girls are also kinda like the sisters I never got to have. I also hope that they would come to me when they have a problem to discuss before doing anything silly.
Anyways, back to the story, I brought them out for dinner, then shopping after. It was just a nice time to hang out with them and just listen to them talk, bicker and give them comments/advices about certain things. Took some pics today throughout..
Gonna let the pics speak for themselves..
The pot of yummies
Seraphina, making a face
Tabatha, being a waitress.. =P
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After shopping, went to N.Y.D.C for desserts
The Kiddies
=)
Me trying to take a self-pic of all of us...
A proper pic taken by the waiter.. =P
Cookie Monster Mudpie
I like this shot of them.. Hungry hungry hippos!
My apple crumble with vanilla ice-cream and whipped cream.. Satisfied the craving I had for them finally! It was heavenly...
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On our way home, we mucked a bit more...
I like this, too bad it's blurred cause of the zooming.. -.-"
After a few tries...
Finally a nice one!
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Purchases for the week.. =)
All bought today.. =)
Bought over the weekend.. =) Needed it as my main source of entertainment.. Can't get myself to actually update it with songs though.. So it's staying in the box until I find time to do all that's needed...
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Last random pic of the day...
=)
Have a good week..
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