How I'm feeling right now...

Rough English Translation:
At the Tokyo Tower, looking out for the first time
Looking at the lights, imitating the falling stars
I've finally arrived, but feel sadder than before
I've achieved our goal, on my own

You always say, there's still lots of time, that you will wait for me
I didn't understand before, that because there's a tomorrow, means there'll be a future

-Chorus-
Missing you is a pain that makes breathing hurts, it lives in every corner of my body
Humming the songs you love hurts, reading the letters you wrote hurts, even the silence hurts
Regret makes breathing hurts too, it flows back and forth in my blood
Regret for not caring enough hurts, hate for not understanding you enough hurts, Wanting to see you but can't hurts

Didn't see any sadness on your face
That is such a lonely stubbornness
You took away my safety wall, leaving me to roam on my own
Staying put, I bundled myself up
You never said, you might be weak too, and need me
I pretended I didn't know, moved freely, lived my own life

-Chorus-
Missing you is a pain that makes breathing hurts, it lives in every corner of my body
Humming the songs you love hurts, reading the letters you wrote hurts, even the silence hurts
Regret makes breathing hurts too, it flows back and forth in my blood
Regret for not caring enough hurts, hate for not understanding you enough hurts, Wanting to see you but can't hurts

I promise I will not lie anymore, the more I love you, the tighter I will hold you
My smile is all fake now, my soul feels like it's floating, but I'm ok when you're here
I promise I will not let you wait, I'll be with you for whatever you want to do
I'm more and more like a shell, afraid of human contact, but I'm ok when you're back

If only we can start all over again

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I'm sorry.. Maybe it's best this way.. It has been nice while it lasted.. All the best.. From the bottom of my heart...