So in love..

with Eric Northman from True Blood! He is sooooooo YUMMY!

Haha, men like that is bad for business.. For the average boys anyways..

I am soooooooooo hooked on True Blood~! I can't wait to see how the story between Eric and Sookie goes.. They look so hawt together~!

Why doesn't she just choose him and be done with it!

Anyways, just wanted to gush about him and his sexiness~! Here's a picture to drool over!!

Have a great week!

Worst tired day of my life...

You know it's the worst day when nothing goes right...

I'm getting quite tired of someone. I know I'm working there, but why is she calling me in the middle of the night and even on my off days?

She's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freaking ANNOYING!

I really wanna SHOUT AT HER! AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

She calls me to tell me about things that she will repeat to me when she sees me in person, to her son when she sees him and then writes it down to remind us. Why dun she just freakin WRITE IT DOWN AND THAT'S IT!! 1 step is all it takes.

Grrrr! Because of my low morale today, everything did not turn out good. I made 2 customised cakes today and they look like SHIT! Sigh.. I's so not proud of those cakes. =(

If I could turn back time, I would do 10 things differently.. But there's nothing I can do now...

Rant + Update

I can't stand petty boys/men. People who knows me knows I like to tease mercilessly but good-naturedly. I dun mean no harm but that's how I am.

So when I said something to offend you, I'm sorry. But instead of sooking in a corner and not talk to me, just tell me if you have a problem.

I mean, like seriously. Be a man and man up. Dun be a petty little boy and do the silent treatment..

Grr.. Maybe it's true what they say. When a male gets emo, they do it 1000 times worst than a female.

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Life has been pretty good and fun. I've been pretty occupied and doing what I love. Learning heaps at the same time with very friendly boss and chef.

But I miss my friends. So I propose we set a date and time to have a chat somewhere. Cos I need to catch up with my Aussie friends whom I haven't spoken to in AGES!

So whoever still reads this dead blog. Please comment and set a date with me.. I miss you all.. =(

Aite, that's about it for me now.. Gonna go get ready for work!

Take care~!

Sleepless nights...

I have been having sleepless nights for the past 2 weeks.. Too many things floating in my head.. So exhausted every morning cause I spend hours tossing and turning in my bed...

Seems like I'm not the only one.. A few of my classmates have been having sleepless nights since we all started apprenticeship, with questions running through our minds..

Even though we are physically and mentally tired, we still can't get to sleep easily..

So stressed..

Anyhoos, will be going to work later and after that some nice cold beer to chillax with...

Bliss

Days seem to be passing by so quickly. It's already almost 3 weeks since I started my apprenticeship. It's been slightly shaky, because I am quite slow in my work and have been making mistakes. But my Chef and Boss has been extremely patient with me, which I am thankful for. Everyday, I will go home and review the day's happenings in my head and think of how I can better improve my speed and make myself more useful.

Haven't really had the motivation to do any baking at all, which I should probably do because I need to practice my banana muffins, vanilla sauce and flan parisien for my practical test. We made yummy pies for class yesterday, and we'll be making more yummy tarts today. I wanna learn how to make some quiche lorraine.

The BF has been quite supportive with the late nights so far. Because we haven't spent much time since my schedule started, he has been showing his affections quite a lot. Haha..

So nice to be woken up by a kiss before he goes off to work, either on the cheek or the hand.

That's about it from me I guess.. Days have been almost the same, just different days. Will post again when there's more news.. =P

Take care people~!

Thoughts on my first day..

Yesterday was my first day of apprenticeship. I am so glad I got posted to this place. It is warm, casual and friendly. The first 3 hours were slightly awkward for me, because I was shy and unsure of my boss and colleagues. But they were really nice and tried to teach as much as they can while doing their work.

Like I said previously, I hope to be able to help as much as I can. Which was why I stayed back an extra 3 hours to help them out with cake orders that needed to be out today. Partly was because I felt quite bad if I were to leave while they still had unfinished things to do.

My boss is easy-going and funny, while Nurin, my other colleague is very friendly and chatty. The both of them together is funny to watch too, because they argue all the time, but are able to work together seamlessly when the time comes.

Today will be the 2nd day. Hope I will be able to still look forward to working 6 months down the road. Haha!

Have a great week people... The weekend is here soon~!

No time...

So many things I want to do, but too lazy and not enough time to do.. It's been a long time since I updated, and nothing much has changed. Other than the fact my 1st term is about to end and after the break is over, it's time to be at the workplace.

I went for interview @ my new apprenticeship site, and I love it. I know it's gonna be hard work, and I will give my 200%. I hope I get to learn and be useful to my boss, who happens to be an alumni of my school. I'm feeling a bit pressured because he cannot fail, he has to make sure his business is successful and I am gonna be helping him.

1 good thing about being assigned to that place, is that they do customised cakes, which I am very interested in. They also operate like a cafe, which I have some experience in, from making coffee to serving customers. So I think I can be a great help to them.

On other stuffs, I will miss school once I start my term 2. I will miss my classmates more, actually. Haha.. The seniors always say to enjoy our 'honeymoon' in school, because when we go out for our apprenticeships, it's gonna be a bumpy ride for you to get used to. I am getting used to a life of hard work. I make sure I am more proactive in class, and be more initiative.

But as good as I can be, I find myself being more lazy at home, when it comes to doing the housework. Haha.. When I get a chance to be home, I will stay in bed all day and be a slug. Which is bad, in some ways, especially when I wanna be extremely productive, like doing my assignments, making more baked goods at home for practise and keeping up with friends.

I've also learned to be grateful for the little things in life that make me happy. Like the smell of my hammies' clean bedding (I know it's weird, but it's a nice woody, grassy smell), the smell of something baking in the oven, the smell of rain after a hot day and the smell of my house when I get home from a bad day. This little things help me feel more positive, when tiredness and bad days bring me down. I am trying to be more positive now, as I know my attitude will help me in keeping my passion alight for the next 10 years to come.

That's about me for now. Till I post again.

Everyone take care of yourselves and your loved ones.

Think happy and positve thoughts, and be grateful for what you have, instead of being negative for what you don't have.

Peace, Inky~!