I'm not missing you...

Had an awesome day today, but I'm way too tired to blog.. Anyways, decided the song of the week today when I was at SingFest 2008..

Stacie Orrico sang this and I cried when I listened carefully to the the lyrics and her singing this song just totally gave me strength and wisdom. It's good to have music in our world because there is always a song written out there to help you go through the good and the bad times, for whatever situations.

Hope you enjoy it as much as I did.

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I'm Not Missing You - Stacie Orrico

Oohh
I'm not missing you

Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go
Hurt again 'cause of my curiousity
Now that it's over
What else could it be
He just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle why didn't I keep it
'Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating
The fooling around
But I'm not missing you

[chorus:]
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and a hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I've got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

It's a shame in a way
'Cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him
Is he right in front of my face (Oh)
Will my true love ever be
Why would I go on a search again when I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me

I made a promise never to settle why didn't I keep it (Keep it)
'Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating
The fooling around
But I'm not missing you

[chorus:] x2
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and a hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I've got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

[bridge:]
No I can't be with you 'cause I'm scared
Felt like I was falling when you left me
I can't keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed and the person I could be
Love's good when it's right
Bad when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

But I'm not missing you

[chorus:]
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (nah)
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I've got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go
(I used to hate it oh)
Different
(See the distance)
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

I'm not going through emotions
(Yeah yeah yeah)
Waiting and hoping you call me
(Knocking at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because (It's the best day of my life)
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go (No no no no)
Different
Feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

You
Ooh
Oh
I'm not missing you
No baby
I'm not missing you

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To Mr F, I can tell you that I am slowly not missing him anymore. =) But then if I ever do slip, I hope you will be there to pick me up. Thanks so much for what you have done, I would never have walked such a long way without you. *Hugs*