To those who watch Grey's Anatomy, you would have to be totally cold to not love this scene...
If ever my future husband were to say something like this, I would just melt and die.
Monday 28 July 2008
Monday 21 July 2008
Some weird things you'll never..
Guess about me...
I've a lot of things I'm afraid of, as most of you would know. But the one greatest thing I fear the most is growing old. In fact it scares me so much, that one of my wish/hope is that I would be able to die young, so I do not have to experience the pains of being an old person.
The reason why I'm so scared of it, is because you can no longer be independant and take care of yourself or your family. Your eyesight goes bad, hearing deteriotes and if you're stricken by disease and illness, you have to either depend on medication or people to look after you. The thought that you might be a burden to people whom you love just makes me hate the fact that everyone has to grow old.
Maybe thats the reason why I have this fascination with vampires. The fact that they are immortal and they can look youthful forever. To be able to live for hundreds of years would be an interesting situation to be in. For one, because I am a history buff, I would like to live and experience some of the most amazing things that has ever happened in our history. I would travel everywhere, learn about cultures and the people.
Although it would be heart-breaking if you were to see your loved ones around you, growing old and dying. It would certainly be a lonely lonely existence. Maybe thats what makes vampires so mysterious, that they have gone through what they have, both physically and emotionally.
It would not be easy being a vampire because of the loneliness you have to bear, and the fact you have to prey on people for blood. =P
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On to less morbid stuffs, I went for my first driving lesson last Friday and it was AWESOME! I'm so hooked onto driving right now, and I can't wait for the next lesson. LoL.. My instructor was extremely awesome and gave me lots of time to practice for my first lesson. Doesn't hurt that I'm actually a pretty quick learner. =P So my next lesson is next week, hope I'll be able to start learning on the road soon as my TP test is in October. =)
Been going out less for the past week, and it has been a lonely affair to be at home alone. I think staying at home once in a while is fine, as long as you have things to occupy yourself with. I was thinking of him a lot when I was home alone. It wasn't really that bad, just that it felt kinda bittersweet, remembering things.
Oh well, what's done is done. I need to keep moving and keep myself in check to make sure I dun slip.
Currently still waiting for my timetable. About 2-3 more weeks till my course starts and still nothing.. Gosh! Worst ever...
Anyways, hope you guys have a great week! Take care~!
XOXO
I've a lot of things I'm afraid of, as most of you would know. But the one greatest thing I fear the most is growing old. In fact it scares me so much, that one of my wish/hope is that I would be able to die young, so I do not have to experience the pains of being an old person.
The reason why I'm so scared of it, is because you can no longer be independant and take care of yourself or your family. Your eyesight goes bad, hearing deteriotes and if you're stricken by disease and illness, you have to either depend on medication or people to look after you. The thought that you might be a burden to people whom you love just makes me hate the fact that everyone has to grow old.
Maybe thats the reason why I have this fascination with vampires. The fact that they are immortal and they can look youthful forever. To be able to live for hundreds of years would be an interesting situation to be in. For one, because I am a history buff, I would like to live and experience some of the most amazing things that has ever happened in our history. I would travel everywhere, learn about cultures and the people.
Although it would be heart-breaking if you were to see your loved ones around you, growing old and dying. It would certainly be a lonely lonely existence. Maybe thats what makes vampires so mysterious, that they have gone through what they have, both physically and emotionally.
It would not be easy being a vampire because of the loneliness you have to bear, and the fact you have to prey on people for blood. =P
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On to less morbid stuffs, I went for my first driving lesson last Friday and it was AWESOME! I'm so hooked onto driving right now, and I can't wait for the next lesson. LoL.. My instructor was extremely awesome and gave me lots of time to practice for my first lesson. Doesn't hurt that I'm actually a pretty quick learner. =P So my next lesson is next week, hope I'll be able to start learning on the road soon as my TP test is in October. =)
Been going out less for the past week, and it has been a lonely affair to be at home alone. I think staying at home once in a while is fine, as long as you have things to occupy yourself with. I was thinking of him a lot when I was home alone. It wasn't really that bad, just that it felt kinda bittersweet, remembering things.
Oh well, what's done is done. I need to keep moving and keep myself in check to make sure I dun slip.
Currently still waiting for my timetable. About 2-3 more weeks till my course starts and still nothing.. Gosh! Worst ever...
Anyways, hope you guys have a great week! Take care~!
XOXO
Tuesday 15 July 2008
Randomness...
A bit lazy to do up a post today.. So I'm just gonna post up some pictures..
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Dad's Birthday Celebration
Dinner @ Thai Village
Birthday Cake from N.Y.D.C
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Random shots I did when I couldn't sleep the other night.
Emo postcard I got. Love the writings and the leaf girl though. 'Before the trees dry out and I wither away like the leaf that I am... Please let me have one last dance with the wind...'
Mr Wombat and Mr Lexus Bear, my sleeping companions.
The puzzle I finished in 2 nights.
The time I got into bed after all the randomness.
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Random picture taken when I was drinking.
The Identification Cards of me and my drink-mates. =P
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Good night everyone. =)
P.S. I just realised... All my pictures are taken at the same freaking angles.... FAIL~!
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Dad's Birthday Celebration
Dinner @ Thai Village
Birthday Cake from N.Y.D.C
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Random shots I did when I couldn't sleep the other night.
Emo postcard I got. Love the writings and the leaf girl though. 'Before the trees dry out and I wither away like the leaf that I am... Please let me have one last dance with the wind...'
Mr Wombat and Mr Lexus Bear, my sleeping companions.
The puzzle I finished in 2 nights.
The time I got into bed after all the randomness.
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Random picture taken when I was drinking.
The Identification Cards of me and my drink-mates. =P
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Good night everyone. =)
P.S. I just realised... All my pictures are taken at the same freaking angles.... FAIL~!
Sunday 13 July 2008
Panda Eyes...
I haven't been getting enough sleep lately, starting to have dark rings around my eyes. Need to catch up on sleep, I look so bad with dark rings. Especially since I'm so fair, makes my 'panda eyes' so prominent. It doesn't help that I'm having my period too, making my complexion sucks! Oh well... I guess I need to catch up on this things little by little.
Went out last night for drinks with S and G, and the conversation was interesting. Interesting because I learned a lot more about those guys. More about themselves, about what they feel about some of the topics we brought up and what they have (or have not) done.
And I also realised something about myself this past week, and that is I am not ready to be dating again nor do I want to. To me right now, boys are fun 'playthings'. By 'playthings', I'm meaning good to hang out and have fun with as friends. I'm having a lot of fun just making friends and doing whatever I like and want to. Don't really want to be bogged down by another relationship, or worst, crushes. Annoying to have people have crushes on you, especially with my mindset now. Totally told this guy I wasn't interested, and he backed off a little.. Hahahaha, but I'm still gonna be wary around him though...
Boys are funny creatures.
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Anyways, was having a conversation with F just the other day about a friend of his, who's going through a rough break up, and I'm so glad I got out of the phase so quickly. I only wallowed in my misery for about 1 week, and then got on with my life.
It's so easy to be selfish when you're feeling like that. You feel like you're alone, even though your friends and family are there, and just wanna talk about you and your feelings. I kinda know how that feels (being both on the giving and receiving ends), especially if they just would not get out of that phase. Seriously, can't they just open their eyes and see for themselves that it's over, that they should stop being stupid and move on asap! I mean, they're not the only ones who have gone through tough break ups. And whatever it is they're doing is making people who cares worry and feeling frustrated.
But then again, I like to think that people are predictable. Like when F asks me, if Mr Y were to beg me to get back together with him, would I be able to handle it?
In all honestly, I will say that I will be able to handle it if it's done with me not having to face him.
But if he was here face to face with me, and asks me that, I will definitely not be able to handle it.
However, I know Mr Y would never do that.
Because he is predictable.
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I will be having my 1st driving lesson this week. Hope I don't drive the car into a tree on the first lesson.
Have a great week everyone.
XOXO
Went out last night for drinks with S and G, and the conversation was interesting. Interesting because I learned a lot more about those guys. More about themselves, about what they feel about some of the topics we brought up and what they have (or have not) done.
And I also realised something about myself this past week, and that is I am not ready to be dating again nor do I want to. To me right now, boys are fun 'playthings'. By 'playthings', I'm meaning good to hang out and have fun with as friends. I'm having a lot of fun just making friends and doing whatever I like and want to. Don't really want to be bogged down by another relationship, or worst, crushes. Annoying to have people have crushes on you, especially with my mindset now. Totally told this guy I wasn't interested, and he backed off a little.. Hahahaha, but I'm still gonna be wary around him though...
Boys are funny creatures.
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Anyways, was having a conversation with F just the other day about a friend of his, who's going through a rough break up, and I'm so glad I got out of the phase so quickly. I only wallowed in my misery for about 1 week, and then got on with my life.
It's so easy to be selfish when you're feeling like that. You feel like you're alone, even though your friends and family are there, and just wanna talk about you and your feelings. I kinda know how that feels (being both on the giving and receiving ends), especially if they just would not get out of that phase. Seriously, can't they just open their eyes and see for themselves that it's over, that they should stop being stupid and move on asap! I mean, they're not the only ones who have gone through tough break ups. And whatever it is they're doing is making people who cares worry and feeling frustrated.
But then again, I like to think that people are predictable. Like when F asks me, if Mr Y were to beg me to get back together with him, would I be able to handle it?
In all honestly, I will say that I will be able to handle it if it's done with me not having to face him.
But if he was here face to face with me, and asks me that, I will definitely not be able to handle it.
However, I know Mr Y would never do that.
Because he is predictable.
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I will be having my 1st driving lesson this week. Hope I don't drive the car into a tree on the first lesson.
Have a great week everyone.
XOXO
Tuesday 8 July 2008
Quiet Time
I think this week is gonna be a quiet week for me.
I have my Driving Final Theory Test this friday, and not much plans for the weekends. I've also realised I've neglected doing some cooking and baking for quite some time. Might get back to it this week. Wanna try making French Onion Soup, haven't had that before. And weirdly enough, I've been craving pasta a lot this few days. Need to satisfy that craving soon, before I go crazy.
I bought a 300 piece jigsaw puzzle last Sunday and started it last night. It's almost halfway done (with my bro's help). I might get a 2500 - 3000 pieces one once I'm done with this one. Puzzles are actually pretty fun. It helps pass time, exercises patience and at the end of it, you'll get an awesome art piece you can decorate your room with. =) So much more gratifying than playing computer games. =P
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I'm feeling more like myself now. Being single for the first time in almost 5 years, it's pretty refreshing because you get to do what you want, go out with whomever and come back whenever. You don't have to worry about other people or even report to them about what you are doing or who you are going out with.
Although I do miss the little things. Like when he calls just to tell you he misses you. Or when he's feeling sad or troubled and you're the first person he calls. Or when you just cuddle and not say a word.
But ultimately, you have to get over things like that and move on.
Maybe someday we will be friends. Maybe that day will never come. Whatever it is, I wish him all the best in all his future endeavours.
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Anyways, have a great week everyone. =) Take care~!
XOXO
I have my Driving Final Theory Test this friday, and not much plans for the weekends. I've also realised I've neglected doing some cooking and baking for quite some time. Might get back to it this week. Wanna try making French Onion Soup, haven't had that before. And weirdly enough, I've been craving pasta a lot this few days. Need to satisfy that craving soon, before I go crazy.
I bought a 300 piece jigsaw puzzle last Sunday and started it last night. It's almost halfway done (with my bro's help). I might get a 2500 - 3000 pieces one once I'm done with this one. Puzzles are actually pretty fun. It helps pass time, exercises patience and at the end of it, you'll get an awesome art piece you can decorate your room with. =) So much more gratifying than playing computer games. =P
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I'm feeling more like myself now. Being single for the first time in almost 5 years, it's pretty refreshing because you get to do what you want, go out with whomever and come back whenever. You don't have to worry about other people or even report to them about what you are doing or who you are going out with.
Although I do miss the little things. Like when he calls just to tell you he misses you. Or when he's feeling sad or troubled and you're the first person he calls. Or when you just cuddle and not say a word.
But ultimately, you have to get over things like that and move on.
Maybe someday we will be friends. Maybe that day will never come. Whatever it is, I wish him all the best in all his future endeavours.
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Anyways, have a great week everyone. =) Take care~!
XOXO
Monday 7 July 2008
All drained out... >.<
Busy busy weekend just passed for me. Been out till the wee hours of the morning for 3 nights in a roll.. Just got back home from watching Hancock. It was an awesome movie, because it left me feeling very satisfied. There was a storyline, action scenes were awesome and last of all, it has a little bit of romance in it. I highly recommend it.
Met an old high school friend last night for dinner. She introduced me to a few of her Poly mates, and one of them is pretty cute... Heehee... And I found out that they like to club too. So yay~! Another bunch of new found clubbermates for me to hang out with~!
Work-wise, my life hasn't been that awesome. Got a complain from a patient because of a mistake of mine. Made me feel kinda scared when she started yelling at me and wanted to talk to my doctor. Sigh.. I dunno what's gonna be the outcome but kinda resigned to whatever fate awaits me when I get back to work.
Currently still waiting for the announcement of my class schedule. Kinda sick of waiting because I feel like I'm just endlessly waiting and that makes me feel kinda frustrated and restless. Sigh... Hope I get it soon.
Anyways, thats about it I guess for updates.
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Personal thoughts:
Is it bad if you were to be yourself and have fun? What if there are people and feelings involved? Do you have to explain yourself to them and set them straight first before they start having misconceptions? Or are you supposed to just wait till they say something before you set them straight? What if you can't truly ever get over the past and it scars you forever and makes you afraid?
So many many questions.... My head is about to explode........................................
*BOOM*
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Anyways, have a great week everyone. =)
Met an old high school friend last night for dinner. She introduced me to a few of her Poly mates, and one of them is pretty cute... Heehee... And I found out that they like to club too. So yay~! Another bunch of new found clubbermates for me to hang out with~!
Work-wise, my life hasn't been that awesome. Got a complain from a patient because of a mistake of mine. Made me feel kinda scared when she started yelling at me and wanted to talk to my doctor. Sigh.. I dunno what's gonna be the outcome but kinda resigned to whatever fate awaits me when I get back to work.
Currently still waiting for the announcement of my class schedule. Kinda sick of waiting because I feel like I'm just endlessly waiting and that makes me feel kinda frustrated and restless. Sigh... Hope I get it soon.
Anyways, thats about it I guess for updates.
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Personal thoughts:
Is it bad if you were to be yourself and have fun? What if there are people and feelings involved? Do you have to explain yourself to them and set them straight first before they start having misconceptions? Or are you supposed to just wait till they say something before you set them straight? What if you can't truly ever get over the past and it scars you forever and makes you afraid?
So many many questions.... My head is about to explode........................................
*BOOM*
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Anyways, have a great week everyone. =)
Wednesday 2 July 2008
OH OH OH~!
I have to share my fave scene of the show with you~! It is soooooooooooooooooo FUNNY!!! It's wat made me fell in love with Nakatsu Shuichi~! Enjoy!!!
I'm in Love~!
Isn't he the cutest? He's my new found love, Ikuta Toma.. So cute!! I wanna marry him~!
Go watch Hanazakari no Kimitachi e if you love shoju manga turned tv series Japanese dramas! It's super funny and cute!!!
Go watch Hanazakari no Kimitachi e if you love shoju manga turned tv series Japanese dramas! It's super funny and cute!!!
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